Sunday, March 29, 2009

I miss you.

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine,
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Im not sure it was written by who, but it was given to me by Nor Dayana.

Monday, March 23, 2009

For lost in time.

Step up and change things,
Fly beyond the lights and see what’s within,
Take what’s yours and ignore.

Save yourself, don’t lie,
For your only running from yourself,
Set free, be free

Take this moment to change it,
Take this hand and don’t let go,
Look through and tell me what’s missing.

Say within,
For the risk you take,
For it, maybe the sun shines brighter.
You're not alone, live to tell.

Thursday, March 12, 2009


Purge into the light,
Where what you’ll see is different,
Where what you’ll understand maybe isn’t factual.

Lose yourself,
Let your wits sleep,
Let the moment make the judgment,
Let go.

Fell into distinction,
Don’t blame others,
For the foul is your own,
Breath, let go.

I can’t seems to find myself here,
I can’t seems to know it here,
This mind judgment isn’t what I wanted.

So,come away with me?

Sunday, March 01, 2009

When it rains.

When it rains,
The thoughts, the reminiscences, the moments,
The other side of my behavior comes around,
And all the faction around me, suddenly stop.

When it rains,
Everything seems to be so bitter,
Even this hot cup of tea won’t kill the shivering,
Even the burning of this cigs won’t do any turns.

When it rains,
Just say it again and mean it,
Look through me and mean it,
For every reason, I want to believe it,
For if I don’t, holding you again will be the hardest part of it.

When it rains,
Anxious inside always shows,
Any how I try to ignore,
It again takes me all over.

you can take your time,
take my time.

Thursday, February 26, 2009


In my dreams you’re the one hold me firmly when I’m falling,
In my days you’re the one my eyes want to feed to each hour,
In my night you’re the one my hands want to hold until im falling again.

The smile you carved brings happiness to my day,
The laugh you show brings bliss to my day,
The cuddle you gave brings life to my spirit.

Scared I am for sometimes,
Sometimes when my wrong doing makes you sad,
For sometimes I can’t give you what I could,
For sometimes I spoke the wrong words,
For sometimes I did the wrong doings,
Scared that I’ll shiver that heart of yours,

Making you smile makes me smile,
Making you happy makes me happy,

I won’t trade you for whatever thing,
Even if it’s for the world,
Even if it’s for anything,

Take me where I can be gone,
For I don’t mind,
If im lost with you,
If it's in your pearly eyes im falling,
For somehow, someway, it’s the place where I want to be lost in,

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Hey, im on the other side.

Throwing roses into the damp,
Defying gravity, purging into self,
No, it’s not what I want.

Trying to be in the core when you know it’s not your place,
Doing something you abhorrence fake smiles,
Your standing, floating, breathing to somewhere you’re not sure of,
No, it’s not what I want.

Shivering cold, dead memories,
Realize to the time you can’t get,
Trading you’re precious for spaces,
Unrealized, you have nothing.
No, it’s not what I want.

Place me somewhere I can’t see,
I won’t be, I can’t be,
For what you want me to be, is something I can’t become,
For what I’ve become, is something I can't foresee.


It’s said that words doesn’t bring any meaning this moment,
Where now everything seems to move in slow shift,
And you’re standing in a vortex,
Trying to see what she is seeing,
Hoping in the flash moment you could say the right words,

Trying to utter something,
Trying to move your fingers,
Seeing things, incapable to do any,

With open eyes u can’t see anything, pitch black.
There she is in front of you, still you’re wondering around in circles,
Trying to reach with silence voice,


Come on, Ballad.

Sometime you look at me but you don’t see me,
Sometime you touch me but you’re not holding me,
Sometime how I wish I could confront you, uphold you with everything,

Until the red moon comes,
Shatter me, vibrate me, grip me, and take me over,
For I never thought ill change this outlook of mine again,
For you don’t know how you change me inside,
How you impaired me inside.

Dance till this madness stop,
For I won’t show,
Take my judgment away,
Move me the way you never know,
Carry on, carry on dancing.

When the moonlight shine at this scattered pain,
Look behind twice, for maybe,
Maybe, everything is pause.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006


You complete my fate
the world unwinds inside of me
You complete my fate
the halo crawls away
you refill my place

come and save me
tell me and take the wine and take my hand and fly
come and save me..